When you get to a point where you know something just isn't working, it aches inside. You cry in silence and you quietly scream because you've been hoping that feeling was just a feeling and not a reality but... you're right. It's time and figuring that out has to be the hardest and most tragically daunting decision you ever make. How do you start over? How do plant your feet firmly on the ground? How do protect everyone's feelings? I don't know if you can. I think you have to assess the situation and realize it's going to hurt in the end no matter what. But isn't it better to be honest with yourself than to hope the frustration and feeling of hopelessness will go away? God, I hope so.
